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I'm currently stuck in that state of suffocation with my job and living situation. I took a promotion last year while my husband and I have been fortunate to stay with family while we save up money for a home of our own someday. Even with the funds we've been able to put back, the state of the world and the Western economy in particular makes it feel like it's only a drop in the bucket. And I am very disenchanted with my job -- an extreme introvert and high performing individual contributor stuck in a leadership role because I felt that it would be irresponsible to not accept the elevated position. Now I'm miserable at work and taking steps to climb back down the ladder and find a different path to walk. Your videos are so calming and reassuring. Thank you for sharing them. 💕

Your setup at the cabin is the exact life I'm dreaming of for myself. Off grid, A-Frame house in the woods with fairy lights and bonfires. I want to escape the city so badly.

You’re really a fantastic artist Ksana. But I notice that most of your pictures do not feature faces of people. Do you find that to be the case, that you more often avoid drawing faces or facial expressions? Could this be related to your autism?

No thoughts is the worst yhing i ever had

Very nice artwork indeed

Those are some beautiful landscapes you have in Latvia 🇱🇻 we never get snow like that in or views like that in the Uk 🇬🇧 much love to you Ksana x PS your cat is adorable!!

sounds like bliss

Omg I thought u were a child - that’s the autism gift ., but not

I have a plan of not having a plan… I love that! ❤

My man Eric likes nature too. I am proud of him .

In 2015 I did drugs that led me to a psychotic episode in 2020... from then on I have had a blank mind. I learned it from meditation but also I guess its just natural. My mind always thinks negative so maybe it isnt blank. But it feels blank when I talk to people. I dont learn shit. I dont think of anything. My mind dont work 😢

дорога доска и путь синхронные движения окунуться в мир скольжения не резкие движения чтобы не отпустить волну ощущения как спеть песню доиграть композицию тогда и не нужны соревнования а по сути ты туда поехала не чтобы призы выиграть чтобы как собрания мира катающихся на доске

Thank you so much!!❤

It's wonderful.

Спасибо! Я однажды легла на землю и увидела звёздное небо, это незабываемо!

Спасибо!

I am 70 and lived my whole life not responding to what I felt/feel the way others did/do. I've been accused of/diagnosed as being depressed or anxious and medicated to make it go away which made me flat inside. I won't take them anymore because I reflected on my life's circumstances and realized feeling depressed and anxious were appropriate experiences. Life was sucking or wonderful. I had to learn behavior modification to keep my behavior in check and my mouth shut. Sometimes I feel like my mind is a camera and I record the apparent information of what I see without knowing how I am to feel about it.

I also love autumn

Thank you for sharing. You are very well spoken. I am not autistic but I know someone who is. I forwarded her your video. Once I learned that my friend is autistic, it helped me to understand her so much better. 🙏😇🧚‍♂️

Im there with you, no thoughts, and I've never actually had friends.

It looks just like Maine. Those birch trees make the landscape around houses, equally charming.

Thanks for the video. Please keep sharing.

stop doing the same thing again and again

Hi

I just turned 36 and i'm officially getting diagnosed right now.., always knew that something was wrong with me though and i knew someone with aspergers who said i had it in my early 20's but i didn't believe that was it at the time.. :-) , also dealing with depression and anxiety (panic attacks) for some years now..

A beautiful video, a work of art. The music, the images, the words... artistic! And thank you.

Thank you for your honesty and sharing. I relate to everything you have said. Late in life but it's good to know the truth about myself.

Это что то! Люди с аутизмом,особенные люди,они другие и это видно в этом видео .Спасибо вам!

I wish this video never ends..no one understood me the way this video did I felt so safe here.🥀🙂

i want to feel ntohingness

Really relate to this. Thank you for the video!!!

These are beautiful. There's something so mystical and "story-book" about the watercolor technique. The materials are so simple, and yet the possibilities and potential are endless.

Think about s they're even a time when our parents even talked to animals about how the humans deserve! The success in life especially! For them to xnay this tells billions of humans treat the imagination as a joke and then wonders y problems from man nature animals science happens.

Hea animals lovers g did I get u billions of humans to think about those who are closer to you thinking about yourselves huh!?. There's a reason y s said nobodys perfect y that refers to humans. I understand us working on ourselves butNever the opposition of us u hear about working on themselves just to even enlighten all! Demeanors in life. Billions of humans treat the imagination as a joke and then wonders y problems from man nature animals science happens. For the vegan version of wedding crashers to feel best! Together on way for there s there's a reason why s said that we only use 10% of our brains and y actor Owen Wilson said that we only use 10% of our hearts. This s y I hate most humans who forbid they should ever come up with even an idea like vegan version of hooters restaurant call place V!+necks. But billions don't even try. & Yet compared! To us they have an easy life. Hea billions of humans do something like 12x15 in ur heads u should know this on any day. I've seen infants! If u put happy positive humane ethical imaginative-thinking u have animals/nature to thank for helping them do great amazing things they make a single billion humans look like useless losers.

This is so beautiful.

Weird how people dont like kids when they were a kid themselves and did all the same stuff that they don't like kids doing.

It's 1000000% better than having thoughts

Having a blank mind makes your heart center more accessible. It’s very clear from your video that you are speaking from the heart. That is where the messages of the soul are received. Most others speak from the mind. It’s a completely different frequency, and that’s why you don’t resonate. It’s why you feel you don’t belong. There is something about this “autism” that is very special. It is the source of your soulfulness. Thank you for being so authentic to your true nature. You are the art, and your art is very healing.

Want to ask you help ؟؟؟؟؟؟؟ Across you I have very strong emotion sadness I hear that Stop thinking make emotion stop IS that true for your view

beautiful

Спасибо за видео! Я нашла это видео, т.к. психотерапевт с , которым я работаю 2.5 года считает, что у меня РАС. И я решила поискать информацию. У меня есть сенсорная чувствительность, которая может привести аутоагрессии. Я склонна зацикливаться, люблю одну и ту же еду и одежду, и у меня есть сложности с коммуникацией. Любопытно я тоже очень люблю фигурное катание.

Hi, thanks your video helped pull me out of depression. I really connect with what you said, im an aspie. Wish i had more friends like yourself, i really struggle with empathy. I could easily sit down and talk for hours with you, just on the same wave length.

i cried while watching this video idk if im relieved and feel related to all you said, im happy to know that im not the only one going through this <3

thank you, ive been strugling for awhile to understand whats worng with me even people told me im afraid to express myself and my emotions, and i think its bcz i dont understand how i feel, even when im upset or cry i dont undersand the reason why, i know i have social anxiety and i think i also have Alexithymia.

каково это достичь не достижимого .

Каково это ощушать запах сирени за много километров от сирени

Аустистах инровертах заложенно стремления к идеалу ту Творческую искру которую вложил в нас Творец , ну идела не достигаем даже если что то мысделали пости идеально для нас это не иделал мы пытаемся обьять необьятное и вот мы вы ходим за грань разум , со шедший с ума выходим за грань разум Шизофрения наблюдаем за Аватаром Человек с верху разум мозг Аватар не выдерживает для материя это тюрьма , возможно Шизофреники это те кто быстрее вышел из этого мира это Озорения это что то не жив не мертвы ну пристутвыешь как наблюдатель на импульсах .

It makes it hard to share yourself with others. Even with friends I'm not a very good storyteller because my stories lack the emotional narrative that makes audiences respond. So I end up being more of a listener. So I tell myself I am a good listener and that I am doing a good thing by letting people talk and talk. People say I help them feel less alone, and I guess that is why. But really I still feel alone in these interactions because they are one sided.

Thank you for sharing your experience! I can relate to a lot of it. I've always felt like an artist without any imagination. Although I do love to draw, it's so hard to put to life what I see in my mind. I mean I have ideas, but they are so vague, it's like I don't have a complete image but out-of-focus pieces that struggle to come together if that even makes sense. I can replicate an object from real life with its tiniest details, but drawing something from my imagination it's a real struggle and I need to rely on numerous references. So I stick to photorealism in my art. When I read a book I can not imagine faces. I like to watch a movie and then read, that way I can "imagine" what the characters would look like.

Beautiful ❤